It was frustrating to learn that our flight was cancelled after arriving here in the airport at 11am. 

Relieved and thankful after knowing that they have assurance flight at 6pm.  Though we'll have to wait for 7hours here, that's a lot better that go back the next day.

I have a mixed emotions today.  Im nervous, really nervous--tight budget, pessimistic attitude and stressed.

Will I be beautiful on my wedding?  will there be some unexpected problems?  aaahhh...

Aside from that I'll be meeting Mark's relatives in Iloilo for the first time.

Will it be the same scenario when I met Coco's Family before?

I truly love nanay Monet (Coco's mom) when she welcome me warmly when she met me.

His Aunt did not approve on me as I read her face.  His grandpa was really nice, very hospitable and easy to talk to.  And the scariest, his grandma.  She told me that she still didn't like me for her grandson.

I did my best to win their hearts...I visited them often though it was really awkward. I noticed when I became a professional teacher; they all liked me right away, was it because we were still students before that they didn't approve to our relationship? I think so...

Anyway, I really love Ramos family, I am truly thankful by the way they treat me until now.  They still treat me as a family.  I am still invited in birthday parties and Christmas gatherings of their family.

Sometimes I feel sad that they will not be my extended legal family anymore but in a positive side, I will now have a bigger family!  Mark's family will now be mine too and Coco's family will always be my family in my heart.

Don't get me wrong when I talk about Coco a lot.  I am not acting like an unfaithful fiancee of Mark.

I know that Coco might read this and his family too and I want them to know how much I loved the first man in my life and that love conquered the hatred I felt for being betrayed 3 years back. 

I love Coco but I'm not inlove with him anymore. He's a brother to me.  I definitely forgot our past but I will never forget him as a good and genuine person. We're just not meant to be.

On the other hand, I didn't realize that I will be deeply inlove with Mark the way I'm feeling it right now.  Funny to say, we're the perfect two. I can't explain much but he's the best guy for me.  Maybe soon I will be able to describe our tandem. 

They said ex-lovers can't become friends... I always believed on that.  Maybe soon I will discover if that's really true.  =)

I'll get back when we arrive in Iloilo... hopefully I can get a good signal there =) byebye