9 days to go!

Just finished repairing my wedding gown. Yes, I did it my own =)
Mark will be having his stag party later and I'll be cooking carbonara for the boys.

Going back to the story I mentioned on my last blog...
So, we're on our way back to Manila when I received a text message from Emk that goes this way, "hi andrea, how are u?' and i replied, "hi, my problem ba kau ni coco?"  I asked her that question because I noticed a pattern...whenever she texts me, Coco and her are fighting because of me. 
She asked me if i'm fond of twilight saga and if he gave me dvd, book or e-book of twilight.
I said "why are you asking, i bet you dont want hear my answer".  Then she told me that lately, coco is talking a lot about twilight yet both of them are not really interested with the movie and the book.
I wasn't able to reply right away... My heart beat so fast and the memories about coco flashed back in my head.
I remembered the day we watched twilight movie in gateway.  I love the movie so much that I kept on looking for the book so I could read the detailed story.  When he learned that I was dying to find the book and that I was even borrowing it from my students, he took my laptop and returned it to me days after with e-book of twilight saved in my file.  He is really good with surprises.  I can't explain how happy i was, yet days after reading it, i complained that my eyes got strained and my eye grade got higher. Then surprises come after one.  He sent me Eclipse and Breaking Dawn books in school.  He left it in the guard house without showing himself to me.
I stopped myself form going back to those memories that will just make me miss coco.  Anyway, we were not on steady when we watched that twilight.
Wait for my future blog where i'll be telling the details of our break up....  =(
Now, let me go back to Mark...
As I've said, i liked him so much... We text and call each other day by day till my bestfriend, Lara and her older sister called for a Boracay trip 2 weeks after our family vacation there.  I got so excited because i'll be seeing Mark again.  We went back to Boracay April 5, 2009... me, my sis in law, my big brother and my niece, rain!Lara and ate jang arrived the next day.
It was early morning when we arrived Caticlan and it was still dark.  I saw Mark waiting for us in the terminal.  He was even more glowing than the first time I saw him, seeing his smile makes my heart jump in excitement. He took my baggage and greeted my company then brought his sight back to me.  Shocks, he's so cute.  He told me to pretend to be an aklanon so we could pass by the entrance without paying a terminal fee.  I did my best to sound like a native aklanon but i failed.  The lady guard said we dont't look like aklanons, i fought back to the lady guard and even asked if she wants to see my birth certificate to prove that i was born there.  Well' the lady guard just scratched her head and allowed us to pass.  Great! we saved 200php  =)
We stayed there for 1 week.
The island hopping day came... we scheduled it on the day when \mark is available so he could really tour us around.  We rode in a boat and of course  he sat beside me =) good to wear my shades, at least he won't notice how many times i'll be staring at him.. hehe
first Itinerary, Island cove... picture here and picture there.  I feel so "kilig" whenever we had picture together especially when he touches his arm to mine. 
Finally, we went snorkling! i love to see those pretty colorful fishes!
Before going into the water, i notice Mark put on sunblock first...  I dont want to get turned off so I just asked him why does he need to put on sunblock.  Then he answered me, "My skin is my capital, i need to look good and flawless in my work".  oh yeah! he works in a hotel..  ok, accepted i liked him! =)  we went down to the water and started to watch the sea creatures from the top of the water with our goggles. 
well, i don't know how to swim so i just stayed around the boat making sure that i will be able to keep my hold on the bamboos connected to it.
Mark probably noticed me alone while everyone is enjoying meters away from the boat.
He held my hand and helped me explore.  I can't explain how i felt the way he held my hand.
I was amazed to get in the middle of the sea! there are even more sights in there! But wait,
Mark is not wearing a life jacket! I was even afraid to move from my place with my life jacket and yet he goes here and there without it! He went down the water and took corals and star fish for me.  It was really fun especially seeing his topless body.  He was really attractive with his well built shoulders, arms and chest. Plus his skll in swimming, i feel like he'll be my knight in shining armor when i got drown there!
There was no doubt, he made me happy for a while and i forgot the pain in my heart. I badly needed him.
One of the last nights in Boracay, I will never forget it, when we sat on the sand and he wrapped his arm around my shoulder and told me that he loves me and he gave me a bracelet.  "This is the first time that i felt this way to a girl"he uttered.  I saw the sincerity in his eyes.  But deep in  my heart, i wasn't really sure about how i feel for him.  Yet, i need him... so i will not push him away,  i will make him deeply in love with me the way I wanted Coco to love me at that time.  and that's the beginning of our relationship. 
When we went back to manila, probably Coco missed me so much... hehehe (feeler)
Coco asked me to go out more often but I told him that i met a man in Boracay and I liked him so much.  Coco tried to win back my heart, i know he still loves me and he doesn't want to lose me.
Sometimes i felt so guilty to still go out with Coco while I am technically Mark's girlfriend.  Mark never forgets to call me on his break time from work, in the morning when he wakes up and in the evening before he sleeps.  Months after, Mark asked me to marry him, i didn't take it seriously.  Maybe he just said it because of his infatuation and impulsiveness.  I told coco about it.  Of course he showed a sad face, a pittiful face.  He told me to wait for him until he had fixed the issue about emk.  (by the way, emk and I are now friends, i don't have anything against her)
On day, While i was having my breaktime in school, our school guard called me up and told that someone
left a gift for me.  I was thinking that it might be a bribe from a parent of the student who failed in my class.   With my surprise, i saw a note after opening the gift that goes this way, "Andrea, don't get married yet"
I knew it! it was from Coco, he sent me a complete set of christian inspirational movies.  Fireproof, my most favorite one, Flywheel, Faith Like a Potato and Facing the Giants.
My co teachers made my love life an object of fun.  Almost everyday, they will tease me of being torn between lovers.  I just went with the flow, i laugh with them but deep in my heart i was confused.  Will I wait for Coco or I will open my heart to Mark....
Let's see what happens on my next blog!
Got to go, i'll be cooking for Mark's stag party... byebye God Bless!